to my families and those that concern

to all my families and those that concern,

sorry that made you all worried. yes. im sorry for all the trouble i had bring.

to explain what really happen yesterday, i hide myself. from anyone. including my dearest family. driving non stop. go any place i can think of. i dont know what i gonna do. what i wanna do. all i know was i juat want to escape. from here.

there's an idea accross my mind. a silly and wrong idea. i know its not right. i know i would become the super selfish person if i did that. but it did repeatly calling me to do that. why suffer yourself in this world? why not just end it up? why....?

there's 2 different "person" living inside my body. 1 asking me to end it and the other condemn me how could i do that. 1 debating another 1.

im sick..

Comments

yuki said…
my heart ache hearing this. how could u even think of that? and how dare u? my heart is really aching now.. hope u hv woke up from that and are feeling better each day...
July 10, 2012 at 6:19 PM
angela said…
yes i did.. im feeling better each day.. i know i dont deserve trust from u all.. but i really trying..
and.. sorry
July 10, 2012 at 10:31 PM
Yuki_sakura said…
hey ah po , although i had tat thought previously~ but i was relieve that i clear out my thought after tat ~ hope u r too ~ there are many others more wonderful thgs outside ~ explore it ~ cheers ~ u will be fine ~ =)
July 12, 2012 at 9:57 AM
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