wondering

I have this thought in my mind.

How could you said this to me.

How could you think that i dont understand your feeling.

I always hope to stand by your side if you let me. But i know its not right. I should stay away from you. I shouldnt show my concern to you. I couldnt ask more. I have to pretend cool when im with you. But. Did you ever know how hard for me to do that. To not care about you.

"I wondering whether you understand the feeling" Thats what i get.

I wonder. Are we ever that good in the past. If yes, how could i feel strange to you?

I trying not to screw up the thing. But it just out of control. Out of my control.
Why should i hold on it when you dont?

Comments

Anonymous said…
You are in a trap called love trap! There so many amazing feeling you could find in this trap! You may not getting what you wish but definitely you will get some amazing feeling like what you feel now! When you can't enjoy these amazing feeling, go out for a drink! You will be getting better! Enjoy the feeling ya!