Heart Broken

Sometimes i wish we dont know each other from the beginning. If I'd know this is the only way for us.

Finally i know how it feels. Hows the feeling of heartbreak.

A girl who always wanted to feel the bitter of relation, the one who dont believe on relation hurt that much, finally got the 'chance' to feel it. She always thought that she has very good self control & thats what drag her to hell. She loosing control without realize it. Trying to memorize the moments together & all the conversations. But, she find herself hard to recall back those memory. She dont even sure was that really happened before? Or was it just a dream? If thats a dream, she wish she'd never wake up, forever. 

They said.
This is the time for you to grow. For you to learn. I wonder. Are "YOU" planning all these for me.
God, if you exist. Then tell me. How far i can go..... tell me......................................

Am i the only who cares. Am i the one that feel something goes wrong between us?
Nothing left between me & you,
but silence.