Truth....

At first
I was very confident on it
I believe in it
And when I fall into it
Day after day
I start to doubt about it
I start to worry it

I wants to tell you
But
I afraid i get the answer that I dont wish to hear
I'm afraid-ing

Dont tell me what you say is just a joke
Dont tell me what you did is just nothing
Dont tell me that I think too much
Dont tell me that you treat me as friend

Who can tell me the truth........